My biggest fear in the whole entire world are my own emotions.
So I met you and instantly liked you that same day and you liked me too. We just instantly clicked and it was so crazy. That doesn’t seem normal to me, for some reason. So we hung out all night and then the next day you drove 3 hours to see me. You kept saying how much you liked me, so then we kept talking for a while and eventually you told me the three words that I’m terrified of. I LOVE YOU. I believed you and then we just stopped talking for no reason at all. Then I would slowly start to move on and convince myself that you were out of my life. After I would do all of that, you would text me again. Saying how much you love me or how much you miss me. After we stopped talking again, you texted me today. You are the only guy I’ve ever loved, stop playing with my heart. I think I at least deserve that.
I’m sorry if this seemed pathetic or stupid but I needed to get it out of my system.
